Hope is a difficult thing to find after losing the person your heart beats for. There is so much guilt when you even think of having hope, laughing, smiling, or God forbid, wanting to be happy. It's in these times of darkness that we need to hold on to each other, reach out to those who understand. We will never be who we were began living every parents' worst nightmare. I love my Evin more every single day, just as I would if he were here with me. He's still my son, I'm still his Mom, and it's still my job to protect him. For me, the only way I can still do that is by making sure he's never forgotten. You can help me by ensuring KinderMourn has the funds they need to continue helping parents like me.

From the bottom of my heart, thank you.

Evin's Mommy